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scared4   in reply to ricclick   on

need help now

I am in the same shape my case hs been going on for 2 years now.Done got help everywhere i could.If you have a lawyer you probably have a case manager and i was told this morning to get all the document together that where im going to get throwed out and elec and wate and anything else they are going to take and she would ask for a expidite for my case.The judge makes this desicion,to hurry before you lose everything.Hope this helps i am fed up also losing evrything i hae plus hae kids and grandkids that dont undertand im broke for christmas the older one do but the little ones dont.I think it is a sad situation i have cancer and i dont understand why he has not made a decision its been 6 months since my hearing.
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scared4   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

 in response to kr family...   This isnt much but they have free cell phones from Safelink also a plan called Assurance wireless.They give you 250 free minutes a month.Look it up on the computer if you cant find it i will get the numbers for you.It really helps alot if you dont have a cell phone.
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scared4   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

 in response to Linda233...   Hi Linda,
I looked first thing this morning so see if you had wrote back see someone like you gives me so much more hope.Now i have someone praying with me.I feel the same way about you,you just touched my heart.Your right dont let noone take my joy away.Its not going to be warm or nothing but i will get to see the beautiful ocean that leads to heaven is how i look at it.Im in tn and it has snowed 8 inches where we are i missed my radiation today i hate that.I would rather go and get it over and finish to see if itt is going to help this time.Well God Bless you and have a good day
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scared4   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

 in response to Linda233...   Hi Linda233,I said i wasnt going to post again because of something one person kept replying on but i look at your point and its all different.I just wont speak with that person and let them make me feel guiilty.Get my hopes down and make me feel like ignorant person.She got mad because i said i would like my last dream with this cancer is to be at the beach with my family one more time,to get thiings off my mind.Enjoy what time i have left.I know there is people needing alot more than me but that is just a wish or dream but to my amazment it came through and the man is paying for it,fuel and all.Im sorry that this bothers her but im taking it.I may not have long and between me and god and the doctor they all say what ever would make me feel better.They say getting away is a good form treatment for cancer patients.I have a hard time also,but this is what i got help with so im going to take it.God will take care of me,he knows what is best and he will get me by if it is meant to be.Im on my second trip with radation and been waiting 2 years on ssi i try not to give up but it is hard when people do you that way.She must of been listening to well and took it personally.I need a friend not someone that is going to put me down all over the internet.I love trying to help people if i am able.I live in Crossville T and know alot of places to help and if i ever see anyone i will help if i can.I would give someone the last piece of bread if i know that they need it.I get took alot but if they needed it more than me i loook at it was a good thing on my part.Thank you for keeping my hopes up and bringing them back up.God Bless You very much.Alot of things seem to be falling together since i have started trying to help myself again and not feeling bad for the thing i dream or just would enjoy.I didnt say i need the vacation,i said it was a dream of mine.That is nothing that i need or want to live a everyday life.It just so happened that it did happen and i am fixing to go with my family for christmas and new years.Again thank you so much for making me look at things different than i was taking them from people making me look bad.God Bless
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scared4   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

Good morning to all, this will be my last post.I havent done real good with this site.Felt like i needed people to talk to in my case of cancer and seem to just get put down or no responses. so i will find a councelor or a good listener and someone that will not judge me.Its been ok.Actuallly make me felt worse than i did before i came on Aidpage.The links to the help never helped either or the ones i have gotten.Good luck to everybody that really wants to help and not hurt peoples feelings.
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scared4   in reply to ahteal   on

Help a Family in need this Christmas

 in response to Ms Tory...   I forgot to tell you aLso we have the food stamp program and they automatically give you your food stamps in 3-5 days if you have no income and with childern you also get a check.If i think of anything else i will let you know.We have alot of food Banks and heating assistance also.They are a few jobs here through a place called atwork it is a temporary service but usually you get hired on. They do work you though either way everyday.
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scared4   in reply to ahteal   on

Help a Family in need this Christmas

 in response to Ms Tory...   I read your ad and what part of Tn are you coming to? Our town has a homeless shelter and helps with everything till you get on your feet,medical clinic and all.They have housing here also.Emergency hud.They are all nice places to rent with your voucher and if your in the shelter a litttle while a week or two you atomatically qualify for housing.We are in the city of Crossville.They are alot of giving people here. Good Luck
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scared4   in reply to ylia   on

600 dollar to pay for my dentures

gOOD lUCK IF YOU HAPPEN UP ON A GOOD ONE THATS AFFORTABLE PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND VISE VERSA.iF I COULD UST GET THE TEERH OUT I CAN GET THEM PULLED AND GET DENTURES AFTER I HAVE TO HAVE IT BEFORE I CAN TAKE TREATMENT FOR CHEMOTHEROPY.aLL MY TEETH ARE ROTTEN SO THEY ARE GOING TO HAVE TO ALL GO.bECAUSE I HAVE A BLOOD CANCER tHEY CANT START IT UNTIIL I GOT THEM FIXED OR PULLED BUT JUST A WASTE. YOU AND GOD bless
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scared4   in reply to scared4   on

Dentures

 in response to Starshine...   I would rather not mention the dream again you have pretty well ruined it.One thing if i didnt get no better i would use to help my life to have something to look forward to,but hes saving it so if i make it i can still use it.I probably willnever make it that far anyway,but i just wanted to know why you would want to ruin someones dream like a child wanting to be a fireman when he grows up.Im sorry if i got rude it sounded to me like you was being sarcatic about what i dream for.Im not asking God for this,thats more like i wish everybodys pain and misery would go away not going to the ocean, is a dream.I help everyone around me if i have it from rolling tobacco to food,clothes,pictures,fans,food,5.00 if i have it.you name it basically>My husband had a good job and got paid good i have alot of extras so i give them away.Good night its over(The Dream) Hugs
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scared4   in reply to scared4   on

Dentures

 in response to Starshine...   yes the man was nice enough and thought of other people but i got worse and have to work this out.Until you have walked in someones shoes you dont understand completely.My Dad passed away with cancer but i just know what he told us and we seen.I didnt know the pain and things he was going thru up until now that i got it and really still dont unnderstand fully because it is another type than he had.Of course i was excited anyone would of been sick or not,but my life comes first.We just done a raincheck on the trip incase i get better.I have no ins no med payments no money coming in or going out yea i been here before years ago but i didnt have cancer.So totally different stories.I cant say i know how people feels because they are taking their kids i had kids but nothing like that happened to me Thank God for that.But i can care for them but not completely understand.Thanks Again Been trying to get the dream of mine off your mind.Things do change when you are terminally ill and always has and will be.It goes day by day.
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scared4   in reply to scared4   on

Dentures

 in response to Starshine...   Oh yea and affortable dentures is not affortable unless you make some gll.ood money.100.00 for first x-ray good for 1 year.Then 100.00 atooth for extraction.Then the cheapest plan is 345.00.It would cost me around 1500.00 a month.I cant even pay my electric bill.I was hunting for sites but i found my help book for cancer patients for just about anything you need.Thanks Again
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scared4   in reply to scared4   on

Dentures

 in response to Starshine...   

Yes in my dreams i was,for somr reason you cant get that out of your head,i have bills i can even pay,because my disability has been 6 months past hearing.I cannot even walk.You need to understand peoples dreams and real lif.I am barely making it back to radiation again because the first one didnt work.This Vacation was on what are you thinking today so i told you and you cant seem to leave it alone.Please know people before you start riding them.My situation not a good one but i have seen worse and better.I would hope everyone had a dream that might keep them going..Like i said i hurt to bad and have a blood disease cancer that is very rare.I cannot  even leave over 45 minutes from my hospital give to take a few minutes.I dont leave the house unless its radiation which is 5 days a week.I have to have a bone marrow transplant cheap huh?Before i can even get my calcium chemo i have to have bad teeth pulled which every tooth i have is infected or rotten,so i have to worry about that not somebody thinking im going on a beach vacation.! year ago i could of went wherever i  wanted to husband could work and made good money but things change in life overight he has to stay home with me to take care of me,getting up,food,washing cleaning etc.So yea im the one but i do wish you would quit being sarcatick every time i post.Thank you and have a good eveing.

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scared4  

Dentures

I live in Crossville,Tn.I hve myleloma cancer and before i can get into my chemotherapy which is heavy calcium interiously,but anyway have to see a dentist and make sure that theres not a chance for infection.My teeth are really bad so im figuring all of them will have to be gone.Does anyone has a site thats real i have gotten alot but none of them do as they say.I will have to do this before i go any further.This is my 2cd set of radiation treatment.The first didnt work my body fought it off.It doesnt hae to be iN CrossvilleTN just maybe no more thaan 100 dont know if i could ride that far.Thank you and God Bless Everyone.
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scared4   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

 in response to Misty Creek...   yes if you hadnt read the other post i guess it didnt make much sence.The senator office is working on it now so maybe something will be done.I thought like you dont hurry but it has been 6 months since my hearing they said to long to try to live without income at all.it has taken everything we have worked for for 30 years.God wont let us do plum without though.Maybe he will help us this time.God Bless
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scared4   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

thank you very much i may call and just see im not improving up here none and make 2 good things out of one.Thanks again
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scared4   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

well its just a vacation i think id have to pay for myself.I didnt know about the cancer center though.that might come in handy.Thanks alot
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scared4   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

hey Starshine, member us kiddin about it ,well i know a man in Florida that knows one in Myrte beach, he has condos and there getttin together to use one couldnt believe it.I use to travel alot,guess they all knowed each other It will be handicapped also i can get around i will bring pics,do you need to get away lol.Sleeps 1-18.Thanks Starshine for understanding,
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scared4   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

 in response to Misty Creek...   Yes you missed a bunch of other blogs.I have cancer and my case has been going on for 2 years.I got ahold of the senator and they are going to see what they are going to do about the lawyer thats handling this case.Starshine and me was talking about a dream of pleasure being on thr beach and it being peacful,well a man emailed me and said he was going to try to make it true.It is on Myrtle Beach 5 bed 5 bth i have multiple myeloma which eats your bones up.I have to have a bone marrow transplant.Does that make more since.I thought the dream was just a dream the man took me totally serious which i was but i never in my llife thought someone would actually do this for me.
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scared4   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

On my mind today is worry,somedays is worse than others,my cancer seems like its right back to where we started.Talk to senators secretary yesturday it seem to come out good,they are looking into it.I had a hearing 6 months ago heard nothing.Lawyer isnt doing nothing but dragging it out/.They are suppose to be working for me not me working for them.She said this was happing more and more,then you pay for it.My hearing had run over or something didnt understand real good but the judge is suppose to have the decison with in 4 months after hearing it was my lawyers fault. beware of who tou get.But with good news i dreamed for a vacation on the beach,not possable but a man offered a 5 bed 5 bth to be with my family if i can ride that far.He said he had a partner and they may be willing to donate so i could be with my family on the beach.I cant believe it ,until im there it is still a dream.lol Im worried he will back out i never thought anyone would see it and if they did wouldnt matter.Then i thing about christmas i cannot get one unless a miracle happens this month before the 25.Thanks for everyone reading this,i needed to get this off my chest.Hope everyone is still praying for everyone has a good christmas.I try for my kids and grandkids.
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scared4   in reply to fontanajoe   on

my story

 in response to fontanajoe...   I to have been to all these places and dont even get a comment. i know how you feel.
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